Rolling in the Deep

I have been playing the nostalgia game quite alot this week, and am sure wether that is spurred on from the time of year, or listening to Adele "21", or what...

But I think I can unequivocally say I am now done with the past. No longer do I flinch, no longer do I cry or wish for things to be different.

I have so many things in my life that have proved to be more fulfilling, lasting and understanding, that I am unsure what ever was the previous obsession.

Adele sing about finding "someone like you", but now I know, I don't want some one like that. I want someone so much more, with integrity, ethics, morals - and a sense of perspective.

Luckily I am surrounded by them.

So I raise a glass to the present and the future, am thankful for the past...... but am so fucking glad its over.

so to rewrite Adele just for a moment.

but never mind, I found so much better than you.

I wish nothing but the best for you...So forget me, I beg,

You'll remember I once said, it hurts, but it's better instead....

Oh baby, it hurt but in the long run its better instead....